eonapocalypse

sooooo...

the wedding friday evening sucked. it was the lamest. seriously. my cousin went the cheap route, whcih is fine, but tried to make it look like it was an all out expensive event which it was not. i danced with a cute girl thats one of my cousin's friends... but i most likely made a fool of myself. i didn't get her number before...
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so my life seems to be an unorganized mess right now, anyone want to help me clean up the mess? no? thats understandable.


right now, more than ever, i am just longing for that kind of closeness that you have in a relationship or bond with someone. i miss feeling someone's touch on my skin, i miss holding the people i love, and more than...
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i was able to make it through work somehow....

feeling a bit better, although there is some residual pain and occasional throbbing going on.... hopefull it will be cleared up in a few hours or so.....

i got my new glasses today! ill post some pictures when i get a chance....

but i also got a ticket today too! was the bitchiest cop i have...
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i hate this feeling right here right now.

i took NyQuil to help me sleep, and to hopefully help kill this migriane which i have had for eight days running.

well im not asleep, and the migraine isnt gone. although i slept four about two hours. that right, two hours.

whats wrong with me?



oh well, back to tigger, and hopefull some more shut eye...
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well the headache comes and goes now, which is better than it being here constantly, so thats good news.

bad news is that i barely slept at all, meaning the insomnia is not yet gone.

i just got home from work. i think i will take a nap now, but i will leave you with a haiku that i wrote yesterday (mind you i dont...
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soooooo.... in the land of me....

there is nothing new really...

still no date for the wedding. oh well right? (if it wasn't my cousin's wedding i wouldnt complain)

i have to work super early tomorrow, which sucks, but im used to it, i have a lot of garbage to sort through there, time consuming but i will get it done in the end.

drinking...
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Well my internet went down last night, sucked, i hate it when crap like that happens, meant that little or no work got done for me for the rest of the day. i finally just got it back up and running a little while ago.

worst thing of all, my mom was freaking out about it. know why? because she talks to this random guy...
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**Mini Update** so my sister came home from shopping last night and she bought me a Tigger stuffed animal, its cute, since i was lonely i cuddled with it. a major dork i am, i know. I have to go to the Eye Doctor today, what fun! right? dont know what else will be going on today... applications probably, some cleaning and maybe going out...
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soooooo....

yesterday was messed up weather without a doubt. rain humidity and just all over the place.... messed with my head big time = a major migraine attack. it sucked, but i am feeling a bit better this morning.

right now i am watching the sun rise in some very cool air, its wonderful let me tell you, although i didn't get enough sleep tonight...
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so, not much to say.... i need new tires for my car, and a new catalytic converter at that too. great.

things are well things, complicated along the usual lines, but if only one thing could change i think a certain happiness, perhaps even joy, would be found.

i have to run now to take my grandmother in for a blood test, more to come.