meh, i dont have much to say right now, things are things and moving along as they always do, i feel like i am going through the motions, but right now, i need to just do that... let my body relax and get my head straight.
so i will entertain you all with one of my poems.... enjoy!
the crows bleed and its raining red,...
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so i will entertain you all with one of my poems.... enjoy!
the crows bleed and its raining red,...
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Meditation:
A sparrow singing
reaches the highest pleasure
down the road silence.
A sparrow singing
reaches the highest pleasure
down the road silence.
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stepha:
hope you have a good day at work even though you don't want to be there. talk to you when you get home <3
marlamay:
thanks! 
i am a blank stare waiting to be filled.
eyes that need some life and hope.
and right now, i am looking for something, but i don't know what it is.
***
i've found out that i need to get away from it all, but at this point, that isn't quite possible. what else will i discover in the days to come?
Update::
a new...
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eyes that need some life and hope.
and right now, i am looking for something, but i don't know what it is.
***
i've found out that i need to get away from it all, but at this point, that isn't quite possible. what else will i discover in the days to come?
Update::
a new...
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karito:
It's not like a headache. My brain just hurts of thinking too much about things I shouldnt. I'm just way too confused. Sorry, I have issues 
artoria:
i think your hat is adorable, i hope you find something exciting and fulfilling
Starlight by me
Swear to me, something sweet, something dear,
in the darkness of the night,
try to keep the stars from shinning
and hold my hands, as we skip from moon to moon.
With the cup of Tea, warming our throats,
i see a starving artist, with the smoke in his hands
and i beg for him to show me something new,
with a...
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Swear to me, something sweet, something dear,
in the darkness of the night,
try to keep the stars from shinning
and hold my hands, as we skip from moon to moon.
With the cup of Tea, warming our throats,
i see a starving artist, with the smoke in his hands
and i beg for him to show me something new,
with a...
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stepha:
i did want to talk. but i was nervous. and yeah, i'll tell you on msn because it's better that way.
but thank you for the call, you seriously have NO idea how greatful that you called at the time you did.
but thank you for the call, you seriously have NO idea how greatful that you called at the time you did.
karito:
YES! that's what I felt, it was soooo creepy. I was seriously terrfied. I couldn't move nor make any sound. It was like my soul or something was out of my body so I saw everything...I evem saw myself on the bed with a man besides me and a woman in front of the bed just watching and kind of leading the whole thing. I (soul me) tried to turn the lights on and also open the door, but obviously I was unable to.
P.S. Thank you! You're still the sweetest guy
P.S. Thank you! You're still the sweetest guy
i'm sorry, i am currently unavailable; i am submerged in a sea of chaos. please leave a message and i will get back to you as soon as i survive.
BEEP!
BEEP!
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karito:
YAY 
I so love to cuddle too 
I so love to cuddle too
karito:
ohh that's is so sad, man.
How come you don't have anyone to cuddle?
U're such a sweet and cute boy> I'd cuddle with you
How come you don't have anyone to cuddle?
U're such a sweet and cute boy> I'd cuddle with you
in the coming days and weeks, i probably won't be around much...
there are always ways to reach me, and i would be glad and more than happy to talke to those who do contact me, but i doubt any updates will be posted on SG anytime soon though.
but then again i could be mistaken, i might find what i am looking for sooner...
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there are always ways to reach me, and i would be glad and more than happy to talke to those who do contact me, but i doubt any updates will be posted on SG anytime soon though.
but then again i could be mistaken, i might find what i am looking for sooner...
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stepha:
don't leave
song:
I'm sorry to hear that you won't be around - you will most certainly be missed - and i await for your return. Thank you for the comment. It was very very sweet and made me feel great. Hurry back apocalypse dear !
i dont want to know anything anymore.
can someone erase me so i can start over?
or rather, maybe for the best i need to just find away to get away from things for awhile. start over. i need to get away.
someone kidnap me.
can someone erase me so i can start over?
or rather, maybe for the best i need to just find away to get away from things for awhile. start over. i need to get away.
someone kidnap me.
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redwildflower:
Okay but if I kidnap you will you kidnap me too! *HUGS*
changes:
move.
Hi
stepha:
hi.
i'm really, really ,really drunkk,
i'm really, really ,really drunkk,
salomem:
Hi to you too. And Happy Halloween!! 
i just dont want to think anymore, take just a day to myself with nothing to worry about, nothing to bother me, and just relax all day, and i think i will this weekend, i need it.... i can feel the tension building in my back. knots that i normally don't have. headaches are more often now too. :: sigh ::
and tomorrow im going...
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and tomorrow im going...
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changes:
buy a video game console. then you'll never have to think again.
awesomejossie:
Missed you
i hate waking up with a headache, it just starts things off badly.
i just want.....
a day of absolute silence....nakedness....warm sheets....tea...and truely just lounging in bed.
i just want.....
a day of absolute silence....nakedness....warm sheets....tea...and truely just lounging in bed.
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changes:
I usually hate waking up,with or without the headache part.
maiden_maniac:
i cuddle a stuffed dragon
BTW, happy hump day!
as you see, I'm easy to amuse