eonapocalypse

Well my internet went down last night, sucked, i hate it when crap like that happens, meant that little or no work got done for me for the rest of the day. i finally just got it back up and running a little while ago.

worst thing of all, my mom was freaking out about it. know why? because she talks to this random guy online. makes me nervous. i have no idea whats going on there. guess time will tell.

anyways, today i am cleaning, yet again (you have no idea how fast my room because a disaster area, and i have a lot of stuff to sort through yet) and i will be watching Firefliy and The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy. yum, now only if i had someone here to hold and cuddle with... that would be sweeeeeet. oh well.

here is that poem i wrote, if anyone else wants to read it yet and comment:

Parting.
time... turn it off and stand with your feet firmly planted
the world will fall, shake, already breaking
one for the first time we kissed
two for the last our lips were pressed
three for the death we bring around us.
is reality in our heads, sweet lies we hide behind, my dear.

Let me forget this and let go of this illustrious pain
you bring.
begin our hearts beating our of order,
and the synchronous unison that was there - dissipated.

melt away our wax tired lips with the sunrise,
caught in the waterfall of bright light,
and the schism that was begun begins to end.

in the sky we are blind, but now we walk away.
far from our parted souls we can glance back
at the world we had created,
no more longing, no more loving, just ashes raining
listening to the brokenness
reading the lines of our bodies
before the clouds come and cover us,
and now gone.