when life wants to fuck you over, it does a good job of it.
1. Grandmother has cancer, my mom's mom, my other Grandmother died earlier this year.... so this is upsetting. I am close with my Grandparents, she lives three blocks away, i have never met my mom's dad as he died of lung cancer before i was born. The worst part is that my Grandmother has lung cancer too, and it has already spread to her liver. No chance of an operation, but hopefully with therapy she will be fine, i really don't know the details yet. no one does besides the doctors.
2. My parents are acting as if she is already dead. Damn, don't they have some hope? They don't even know the whole of it yet.
3. My Mother is in a mid-life crisis, only adding to the troubles
4. i suspect my parents are leading or attempting to live lives separate from one another, what this means i dont know, but what it implies is disturbing.
5. i have to work on my birthday, and i found out that someone was going to give me one of the best surprises ever. Hopefully that surprise comes through, and i can get out of work early.
6. no tattoo for the time being, no biggie, gives me time to tweak it, although i was looking forward to getting it done this weekend.
7. My cousin Jimmy is having knee surgery tomorrow to repair his ACL that he tore during practice. He is only in H.S.
8. My old neighbors, the ones who helped raised me since i was a baby, they moved to Biloxi MI, just barely survived the Hurricane. Thats the good news, the problem is that they are elderly, and very sick. They need oxygen to survive and only have a day's supply left at this point. I am worried about them.
The Only glimmer of hope:
received a card in the mail today from my dearest Halyna, i dont know what i would do without her. she accepts me for who i am, and loves me for it. i wish she wasn't so far away. At least i smiled today.
1. Grandmother has cancer, my mom's mom, my other Grandmother died earlier this year.... so this is upsetting. I am close with my Grandparents, she lives three blocks away, i have never met my mom's dad as he died of lung cancer before i was born. The worst part is that my Grandmother has lung cancer too, and it has already spread to her liver. No chance of an operation, but hopefully with therapy she will be fine, i really don't know the details yet. no one does besides the doctors.
2. My parents are acting as if she is already dead. Damn, don't they have some hope? They don't even know the whole of it yet.
3. My Mother is in a mid-life crisis, only adding to the troubles
4. i suspect my parents are leading or attempting to live lives separate from one another, what this means i dont know, but what it implies is disturbing.
5. i have to work on my birthday, and i found out that someone was going to give me one of the best surprises ever. Hopefully that surprise comes through, and i can get out of work early.
6. no tattoo for the time being, no biggie, gives me time to tweak it, although i was looking forward to getting it done this weekend.
7. My cousin Jimmy is having knee surgery tomorrow to repair his ACL that he tore during practice. He is only in H.S.
8. My old neighbors, the ones who helped raised me since i was a baby, they moved to Biloxi MI, just barely survived the Hurricane. Thats the good news, the problem is that they are elderly, and very sick. They need oxygen to survive and only have a day's supply left at this point. I am worried about them.
The Only glimmer of hope:
received a card in the mail today from my dearest Halyna, i dont know what i would do without her. she accepts me for who i am, and loves me for it. i wish she wasn't so far away. At least i smiled today.
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signalnoise:
ah.... sorry about all yer troubles. but hope you have a good b.day still..
ladymaze:
Pop a line into cornink's journal about your tattoo, man.