Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

eonapocalypse

Member Since 2005

Followers 2 Following 2

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Monday Oct 10, 2005

Oct 10, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
cried myself to sleep last night...
its been a hard time for me, and i just kinda broke down yesterday when chatting with my ex, not that i want to get back with her, but just because she is a good person, and she was there for me, which none of my other 'friends' have been, and thats what hurts the most, this sense of isolation and being alone.

but i will be alright in the end. i may shed tears, but i am still here.
i added more new pictures. enjoy.


this is how i feel basically, enjoy x2.

Out my Window by T. Klein (me)

i stand still in a pose, for the morning light
in my eye i see a glimmer flicker,
clouds come rolling over
and the rain begins to pour,
in the rhythmic sounds echoing
something sweet whispers in my ear,
and i dont care to think anymore.

and the day came and i found the people staring
with the reflection and dirt
kneeling on the floor,
in my own blackness
i look for the sun to come again.

and when i wake the next day, it is in my eye
watching so intently, and hoping for salvation
my purple heart is alone
and aching for warm before the first frost.
i held my gaze
and i didn't dare blink,
no i wont smile.

i won't steal my breath, and i wont hold on anymore
gut myself, pour myself into a bowl
see how i swim, see how i sink
and i refine my ending.

spread out the butter on the bread,
and eat, they'll say, but i only care about the blue
sky, lingering in the back of my eyes.

i never wanted to happen,
and its not something i can live through,
i am not so sweet, but i hunger for love,
to belong with the clounds and stars,
if only i didnt frighten them too.
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
missnomer:
Yeah, I love childlike honesty, as long as it's a child practicing it smile
Oct 12, 2005
karito:
You're so nice! kiss

Thank you soo much! smile
Oct 12, 2005

More Blogs

  • 10.21.05
    4

    Friday Oct 21, 2005

    my turn i guess to do the 20 things about me.... so here it goes!! …
  • 10.18.05
    8

    Tuesday Oct 18, 2005

    Dancing with the Devil crawling back into the shadows the forest…
  • 10.15.05
    11

    Saturday Oct 15, 2005

    Read More
  • 10.12.05
    12

    Wednesday Oct 12, 2005

    calm rolling water pausing for frustrated air never sees again. …
  • 10.10.05
    11

    Monday Oct 10, 2005

    cried myself to sleep last night... its been a hard time for me, and…
  • 10.09.05
    5

    Sunday Oct 09, 2005

    Read More
  • 10.06.05
    9

    Thursday Oct 06, 2005

    so i love the way the weather is right now, even though i have a head…
  • 10.04.05
    12

    Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

    i feel somewhat better actually.... just tired. i need to get over…
  • 10.03.05
    2

    Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

    which is worse? Migrianes or Insomnia? Answer: having both at t…
  • 10.02.05
    8

    Sunday Oct 02, 2005

    its raining again. who wants to go out and dance with me in it? kiss…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
8
months
26
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,123,960 followers
  • 14,912,794 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,373,207 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo