I took today off, just to finish resting up from that asskicking food poisoning I just received. God I so wanted to die. 
I spent most of the day studying, went for a walk in the rain while listening to Secret Machines and Jeff Buckley. Good times. I think I'll be able to make it into my anatomy/physiology class next quarter. *crosses fingers*
I can...
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I spent most of the day studying, went for a walk in the rain while listening to Secret Machines and Jeff Buckley. Good times. I think I'll be able to make it into my anatomy/physiology class next quarter. *crosses fingers*
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What a shitty weekend. Saturday night I went out with some friends, one of which had his birthday today, so it was a double birthday celebration thing. We went out for dinner at the Outback Steakhouse. I ate way too fucking much!!!!!
The next morning I wasn't feeling to well, went to work, and decided I couldn't make it through the day. Sure enough, after...
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soulpower:
poor you 
i hope you feel better soon and i hope a good birthday. im fine thanks. and yes i will remember that unless they are stone quality they aren't worth it 
i wish i could have stone *sighs* still he's millions of miles away so i can still perve on other men and he won't know. hehe
i hope you feel better soon and i hope a good birthday. im fine thanks. and yes i will remember that unless they are stone quality they aren't worth it i wish i could have stone *sighs* still he's millions of miles away so i can still perve on other men and he won't know. heheyeah, so today is my birthday
It's been pretty lax. Went to school, came home, put up some chrismas lights, and got the best present ever!
What is it you ask?
.............. Jeff Buckley
Grace
Legacy Edition
*does the happy dance*
It's got two cd's and a DVD!
It's pretty fucking cool!
It's been pretty lax. Went to school, came home, put up some chrismas lights, and got the best present ever!
What is it you ask?
.............. Jeff Buckley
Grace
Legacy Edition
*does the happy dance*
It's got two cd's and a DVD!
It's pretty fucking cool!
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toolgirl:
Happy late birthday!!!! And thank you 
I had a nice Thanksgiving with my sister and her husband. We just hung out and ate the bird. Talked about Playboy Latino. Fun times!
Finals must be coming up here! What are you doing over the break?
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I had a nice Thanksgiving with my sister and her husband. We just hung out and ate the bird. Talked about Playboy Latino. Fun times!
Finals must be coming up here! What are you doing over the break?
[Edited on Dec 04, 2004 10:27AM]
jpguinness:
Happy Belated Birthday! Here's to ya!
I think I received one of the best complements the other day. One of my friends described me as being one of the most true hearted, honest people they had ever met. I can's say verbatim what she said due to the fact she was telling me a story and I was in the context of third person. I guess it was an indirect complement,...
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abra:
i wanna see a pic of this amazing jacket, maybe i'd take you up on the offer.
soulpower:
ive been fine thanks. happy birthday
missing seattle though coming back next year though so can't escape me! hehe
missing seattle though
coming back next year though so can't escape me! heheHoly shit, it's cold out tonight! 28 degrees! Berrrrrrrrrrr!
I can't wait till I move out so I can get high-speed Internet. This dial-up sucks some serious butt!
Crunch time this week for school! It's my birthday this week. Just another year that I lived through, and with the grace of god, I'll make it through another.
Did you have a good thanksgiving?
I can't wait till I move out so I can get high-speed Internet. This dial-up sucks some serious butt!
Crunch time this week for school! It's my birthday this week. Just another year that I lived through, and with the grace of god, I'll make it through another.
Did you have a good thanksgiving?
6underground:
lol I've never seen The Princess Bride but that quote was funny!
Another year is just another year. I've lived 21 so far and I still have all my limbs!
Doing anything special for your birthday?
Another year is just another year. I've lived 21 so far and I still have all my limbs!
Doing anything special for your birthday?
*Stretches and scratches head and tummy*
I feel real good, and I like it. I drank a good portion of wine last night and slept like a champ!
Yeah!
I need to remind myself that I still need to study. I have a test next week, and I need to get a good score.
.......huhuhu...I said score! Huhhuhu......
I was going to change my profile...
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I feel real good, and I like it. I drank a good portion of wine last night and slept like a champ!
Yeah!
I need to remind myself that I still need to study. I have a test next week, and I need to get a good score.
.......huhuhu...I said score! Huhhuhu......
I was going to change my profile...
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nightmares:
No they are Roman Dirge's and Johnen Vasquez' masterpieces.
jpguinness:
Actually I don't mind looking at Meg White some more but I suppose you are tired of the profile pic.
I have been thinking about changing mine to honest but I want to create one of my own.
I have been thinking about changing mine to honest but I want to create one of my own.
When will I get ahead!?!
I feel like I'm in the ocean, swimming towards the shore but there is a big huge patch of seaweed, and kelp that keeps getting in my way. I get all tangled up in it, I get tired and loose my breath from thrashing around in it. I feel like I can never make it through, while other people swim...
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I feel like I'm in the ocean, swimming towards the shore but there is a big huge patch of seaweed, and kelp that keeps getting in my way. I get all tangled up in it, I get tired and loose my breath from thrashing around in it. I feel like I can never make it through, while other people swim...
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6underground:
It's in the past, but the question I have is, why does it still hurt sometimes? I considered my self over a bunch of this crap, but it seems that there is still a little residual pain left over
I feel like that sometimes and it's been 2 years almost now for me. It only hurts when other aspects of my life are going wrong. I too live at home and I hate it and when it gets on top of me the past also comes up and hurts like f u c k!
There may always be a little bit of residual pain, there always is. That's a sign that it meant something HUGE to you and is there to remind you where it went wrong and how to avoid it for next time.
Once you change other situations, like moving out, you'll concentrate more on other aspects and your pain will be pushed to the back of your mind. If it should come back again the simple trick of distracting yourself always works!
You seem really interesting. Add me as a friend?
6underground:
me again!
this is a response to your board post (I posted it here because that thread is likely to get flamed)
Those states you mention always come back when there's trouble in your life.
If you are talking about an ex you must remember that many ex's only want you to see how "happy", "fabulous", "well off" etc they are "doing" to show that you never hurt them (or to hide hurt). They won't be showing you the tears, tantrums, troubles they experience so you will be getting the impression that they are doing 1000x better than you.
They are human too and they have insecurities, troubles etc etc and could be doing a lot worse than you.
I hope some of my rambles help! If not sorry
this is a response to your board post (I posted it here because that thread is likely to get flamed)
Those states you mention always come back when there's trouble in your life.
If you are talking about an ex you must remember that many ex's only want you to see how "happy", "fabulous", "well off" etc they are "doing" to show that you never hurt them (or to hide hurt). They won't be showing you the tears, tantrums, troubles they experience so you will be getting the impression that they are doing 1000x better than you.
They are human too and they have insecurities, troubles etc etc and could be doing a lot worse than you.
I hope some of my rambles help! If not sorry
*Takes a deep breath*
What a week! Just two weeks of school left for the quarter, and I need to do good. I need to make sure I get at least a 3.0 so I can get into A/P. I had to fork over seventy-seven bucks for a class that I didn't even register or pay for, but turns out that I was on the...
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What a week! Just two weeks of school left for the quarter, and I need to do good. I need to make sure I get at least a 3.0 so I can get into A/P. I had to fork over seventy-seven bucks for a class that I didn't even register or pay for, but turns out that I was on the...
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scorpio_:
Happy Thanksgiving!
I think you should get new glasses. You look really good in those ones you used to wear all the time. What happened to those anyway? I remember when you first got them...and then I sat on them.......
.......after that, I don't remember you wearing them much, and now they're kind of non-existent. Anywho. New glasses. Yes. Costco.
Grandparent's house, eh? How's she been doing since...you know... And how have you been, for that matter? Haven't chatted with you about that much. I know it's hard. My Grandmother broke out in tears lastnight because this is the first Thanksgiving without pops. I wish I was over there with all of them. It's tough.
Anyway. Now that I've written a novel in your journal, I'm gonna jet. Happy Turkey day, and I'll see ya at work.
Edited to include what I'm thankful for:
Good friends, my dog, my new house, and all of the opportunities I've been given throughout my life that have made me who I am today.
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I think you should get new glasses. You look really good in those ones you used to wear all the time. What happened to those anyway? I remember when you first got them...and then I sat on them.......
.......after that, I don't remember you wearing them much, and now they're kind of non-existent. Anywho. New glasses. Yes. Costco.
Grandparent's house, eh? How's she been doing since...you know... And how have you been, for that matter? Haven't chatted with you about that much. I know it's hard. My Grandmother broke out in tears lastnight because this is the first Thanksgiving without pops. I wish I was over there with all of them. It's tough.
Anyway. Now that I've written a novel in your journal, I'm gonna jet. Happy Turkey day, and I'll see ya at work.
Edited to include what I'm thankful for:
Good friends, my dog, my new house, and all of the opportunities I've been given throughout my life that have made me who I am today.
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linz:
i'm thankful for my sweet baby and elvis costello.
how come every white stripes press photo is perfect? if i were a huge fan i would collect all of them. they're so adorable.
how come every white stripes press photo is perfect? if i were a huge fan i would collect all of them. they're so adorable.
I don't know what's up with these twilight journal entries. I know I've been staying up late a lot this month, but if I get into anatomy/physiology at 7:30 in the morning, I'll have to either change my sleep schedule or just suck it up.
In the morning, I'll be heading into Bellevue to see if I can get into the class for winter quarter,...
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october:
you know, i think that's exactly what i need 
hope your studies are going well. christmas lights already? sleep well
hope your studies are going well. christmas lights already? sleep well
This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then i'll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you'll ever know
This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can't we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it's just because i didn't know you at...
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I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then i'll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you'll ever know
This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can't we overcome this wall
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thelibra:
i love that song. it's so bittersweet, yet...there's some other element to it that i can't put my wee finger on. hmm.
i love that song. it's so bittersweet, yet...there's some other element to it that i can't put my wee finger on. hmm.
toolgirl:
Yeah, I'm back in business!
Sad, but sometimes that helps.
One of my employees hit Baker on Sunday and he fucked up his board. We were going to go this Friday but the weather looks bad... Soon there will be snow!! Right?
Sad, but sometimes that helps.
One of my employees hit Baker on Sunday and he fucked up his board. We were going to go this Friday but the weather looks bad... Soon there will be snow!! Right?