enzo525

I've been waking up early these last couple days, waking up from really strange dreams. I met a suicide girl who I've never met, and we had sex on the beach. Only in my dreams I guess.

This is my last week of living at home, the last week of dealing with my dads shit! I don't even know why I came back (to go to school obviously). It only lasted about a year, so it's not that bad I guess. It could have been a lot worse, that's for sure.

My boobs are sore from my workout yesterday. I love that feeling

Since I'm a poor bastard right now, my weekend will consist of watching movies, work, jerking off and sleep.

yay me!

What's your plans for the weekend?

Here is a little song thats been in my head for the past week, it's by Arcade Fire....


Wake up

something - filled up
my heart - with nothing
someone - told me not to cry.


but now that - i'm older
my heart's - colder-
and i can - see that it's a lie.


children - wake up
hold your - mistake up
before they - turn the summer into dust.

if the children - don't grow up
our bodies get bigger. but our hearts get torn up
we're just a million little gods causing rain storms turning every good thing to rust.
i guess we'll just have to adjust.


with my lighning bolts a-glowin'
i can see where i am going to be when
the reaper he reaches and touches my hand.