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I have a lot on my mind right now and I don't know where to begin. Actually it's not a lot, but one huge thing. I don't know how to express my self anymore. Yeah, I could write it out and be very blunt, which isn't a bad idea. Maybe I'm just concerned that it might get back to somebody. SG is getting bigger and bigger, so you never know.

I've relapsed in to an angry and frustrated state, one that I thought I left a long time ago. I thought I had let it go, and still believe I have, but due to resent news, I can't seem to shake the thought of the past. I wish I could say more. I wish I could write in code!

I'll have bad dreams tonight, but I'm sure I'll filter this new information and realize everything will be OK.

I am strong!

How was your weekend?

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I awake from my sleep, shuffle down the hallway into the kitchen. I look outside and am pleased to see the sun. But there is something else, where were the bad dreams? Where is the dark cloud that surrounded me? Where has the anger and frustration gone to? Maybe I'm better than I thought I was.

I guess I needed time to process everything, and looking back it was no real big deal at all. So, I will enjoy my day off with only $6 in my bank account, and be happy.

Yesterday I worked 11 hours, all of it was time and a'half!
Tattoo, here I come!