I don't know why it is, but when I update my journal, it's always really late at night or early in the morning. More late at night than morning though. But technically you could call it early morning, technically.
I just got back from scorpio's house warming party. She's got a beautiful house. Lucky girl! *props to scorp on the awesome pad*
I have sunday off again. I like it, but at the same time I don't get the time and a half pay. Sucks, but I'll be able to study.
I busted my ass today/yesterday at work! It was sooooooo fucking busy at the Firm, you have no Idea.
S.O.S. HELP!!!!!!!!
I got to see this girl that I have a crush on at my friends birthday party. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I see here, so when I do talk to her I get really nervous, and I don't know what to talk about. This is where my lack of self confidence comes into play. I need help in this area. Please help me. I need some advice.

I just got back from scorpio's house warming party. She's got a beautiful house. Lucky girl! *props to scorp on the awesome pad*
I have sunday off again. I like it, but at the same time I don't get the time and a half pay. Sucks, but I'll be able to study.
I busted my ass today/yesterday at work! It was sooooooo fucking busy at the Firm, you have no Idea.
S.O.S. HELP!!!!!!!!
I got to see this girl that I have a crush on at my friends birthday party. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I see here, so when I do talk to her I get really nervous, and I don't know what to talk about. This is where my lack of self confidence comes into play. I need help in this area. Please help me. I need some advice.
Hmmm...I can relate to the butterfly thing. I'm having that same problem right now, actually. My advice; learn what this girl is interested in. If I'm interested in a guy, I'm overly observative and I pay attention to the smallest things, like what type of music they listen to, what kinds of books they like to read, who their friends are. You can learn a lot about a person just by being observant. Pay attention to the little things about a person that make them tick, and you'll probably learn more about them than they know about themselves.
Ask around, or ask her what she likes to do. I wouldn't necessarily phrase it "so, uh, what do you like to do for fun" because that comes off as stupid in my opinion, but maybe take a look at what she has with her...any books, pins on her purse, the shoes/clothes she's wearing, and get an idea of what she is like. Start talking up her assets, and she'll be sure to pay attention to you. Girls like to be complemented, like if they change their hair/clothing style/etc. If you notice something that strikes you about her, give her a compliment and maybe ask her about it or something.
As far as the nervous thing goes, you're going to have to just suck it up and play it cool. If you make the right moves, you're not going to get shut down, and you'll be happy that you made a move rather than sitting in the corner mumbling to yourself about how much you like her.
Anyway, just some advice. Good luck.