enzo525

I've been struggling with something for two years, and I've hidden it pretty well. For two years I've spent most of my time grinding my teeth in pain and anguish, and I've hidden it pretty well. For two years I've been on and off with depression and I've hidden it from the people around me. Alcohol has been the only real key to hiding of my problems, even school was a way to get the focus off my troubles.

But...someone told me something that changed everything. Something that totally made sense to me and has ever since changed my out look on the situation. A weight has been lifted, and it feels so fricking great you wouldn't understand if I told you. And no ... this is not a religious thing by any means. For the first time in two years I don't feel like a prisoner to the pain and the suffering of a past relation ship. I had a true, genuine smile today, and it felt great. I can't wait for the next day to come. Now my only worries are the typical bills and car payment and what not.

I've talked so some of my friends about it, but never in extreme detail for the fear that they wouldn't under stand, or that there advice would promote something worse. Only a couple have "kept it real" and for that I thank you.

Good night, and good day.