I don't know what my problem is, but for some reason I've been in some sort of funk. I'm loosing motivation in school, staying up late, and upping my intake of red wine. Living at home is starting to take it's toll. I can't stand the cigarette smoke seeping out from my dads office. I wonder if it's the weather? I'd rather it snow than rain all fucking week. I was at work today and some customer was talking about going to Hawaii as she bought over five hundred dollars worth of clothes for her trip. I flashed back to the last time I was there (Basking in the sun, the salty taste of the water, walking around downtown Honolulu at night with the sound of bagpipes bouncing off of the buildings from a performer making money to get back home to Vancouver. I could go for some of that warm tropical weather right now.
I guess I need to find some inspiration. But where to look is the big question
I guess I need to find some inspiration. But where to look is the big question
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I can relate about the funk you're in. I am queen of the stuck in a rut attitude. I try to mix it up as much as I can but have to fight my body & mind all the way because inside I am one lazy chick. Hope things get better for you. And the parents thing..it's not forever..just until school is over right?
...next time they send me an e-mail with a fare to los angeles, I'm there.