In my blissful post drunken haze I sit here staring at this blank journal page.. I am finding it hard to decide what exactly I want to use this journal for .. A daily recap that would allow others into my life .. Or as a place to vent my wondering thoughts to let others into my chaotic mind....

Today I feel like the latter of the two .. The feeling I am dealing with most today is the feeling of finding yourself again little by little and its nice ... isn't it strange at times u feel like u have no idea who u are and trapped with that feeling of self discontent .. Well, I have found the cure for that funk so it seems .. New friends ... they don't know the baggage like old ones do. they are just interested in getting to know u as u are .. A fresh start.

Recently I had the pleasure of exchanging company with a wonderful new person .. It is nice to know that just by simply sharing yourself with someone new u remember things about yourself that u might have overlooked or lost in the process of moving on...

So today i just want to thank one of my true friends Leah for the call that woke me up to go for drinks, that reminded me its simple to make yourself happier all u have to do is not look for it lol

xoxoxo for now dawn