envy

I can't wait to get out of here.. prob not skipping town for a while.. btw.. would still like to, but now less inclined to..
oh how i wish i could have a cutie to sleep in their arms.. *sigh*
haven't seen boi much.. been busy.. would like to see if he wants to do something sometime.. but i'm still pretty vague.. about what to do and when and stuff.. plus i'll be leaving here so i won't see him unless we start hanging out after work..
oh well.. i'm not really so crazy mad in love with him anymore.. relatity has set in a little.. i know no one is ever going to be 100% what i want.. i'd settle for 40% - which i think is very reasonable..
oh.. and it's a really good thing i'm leaving here.. things have been hitting an alltime low here... and they don't even know i'm leaving yet.. have to get the papers offical and all before i put in the resignation..
kisses to all..
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