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things are sooo messed up.. i got some bees for my b-day (yeah i know, unconventional present, but i have fruit trees, so hopefully they will pollinate them), they aren't honeybees, they're a small native bee that only lives about 40 days and pollinates early blossoms, like fruit trees.... my x-bf (?-things are weird there too, like we never actually broke up) had a fit.. he apparently hates bees and bugs and etc.. (i knew he hated cockroaches, but didn't know it extended to all bugs)... i told him that i had gotten bees (i was at work at the time) and that i needed to leave early.. he completely flipped out and started cursing me out, etc... i mean how could i get bees, he hates bugs, etc etc etc... all about him.. then he starts bitching about how stupid my dad is for sending them to me.. up to this point i was happy and excited.. they came with a nice home and book, it was fun.. so now i'm just pissed because he's trying to make me feel bad for getting a fucking b-day present.. INSANE!!!!!!!

on other notes, the bees are cool, one hatched yesterday and started pollinating my peach tree, which is currently blooming.. maybe i'll actually get a peach from it.. *fingers crossed*