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I swear i only come here now when i'm depressed.. or maybe i'm depressed all the time now.. was giving a friend relationship advice the other day.. makes me wonder if i should open my mouth.. 'cause my relationship is sooo screwed up.. i swear if it weren't for the house and my dogs i would have been gone forever ago.. i think he has grown to hate/resent me... not exactly sure why but i'm sure i've given him a ton of reasons.. but then we've lived together for almost 4 years.. so who wouldn't ?
i know so few people here.. it sucks.. but i'm stuck for now... but at least i still have my dogs... guess i should be thankful for that.. sorry i'm such a downer lately...