envy

ok.. i know, i've been absent for a while.. i miss you all, promise. life has been crazy, as usual. my ex is being an ass, nothing new there, and i can't wait for him to move out... i need to get a second job, and / or a better job. need the cash if i'm to keep the house.. my new boi is working out really well so far.. have to get more money coming in, though.. so who knows what will become of my life.. sigh..