entropy008

School is done. I r now am historian.

I've got my first job lined up overseas...in the Marshall Islands. Not a bad first-gig. The pay's not that great but it's more than I've been ,aking while in school (nothing) and will help me to sharpen my skills once more.

I also found out yesterday that a woman that I had deep feelings for may be carrying my child...we spent one brief moment of passion together five months ago...immediately thereafter I learned that I was the "other man" and that she had been (and still is despite what followed) in a relationship with someone else for 15 months. The odds that the child is mine are 50/50.

I was raised without a father. Life was hard. If the child is mine then I would spare it from the same pain...though she has already made her position painfully clear those five months ago with "I'm not leaving him for you." I may have to fight her for custody so that I may raise the child in Europe somewhere...this is all moot, of course. The child very likely may not be mine.

That being said, I'm looking forward to great things in locales all over the world.

Here's to life. L'chaim!