entropy

I'm sorry for the times I wasn't there.
I'm sorry for the days I didn't care.

I'm sorry for the trust it cost.
I'm sorry for the time we lost.

I wish we never had to fight.
I wish that I could make it right.

I wanted to tell you that I love you, but it's so hard to say.
When you tried to kill yourself, that was my darkest day.

I held you and cried until the policeman came.
After that, things never really were the same.

I know you haven't had an easy life.
The hurt, the anguish, the pain, the strife.

I know that sometimes you just want to die.
But be strong little sister... even big brothers cry.