enter_the_one

i was looking at what i should put for MY PIGEONHOLES and i don't fit any of those. i'm not hardcore, i'm not emo, i'm notpunk, i'm not a geek. I am just me and i have to learn to be happy with who i am even though you want me to be something else. i DO NOT want toconforn to a lable. i DO NOT want to try to be something else. is it really cool being hardcore? is it really cool being a rocker? i'm sure it is for you and i will not deny who you are or what you want to be, but i will not change who i am just to make you happy for a day. will i find someone to love me without tattoos all over my body? will i find someone who loves me without piercing all over my face? will i find someone to love me even with my student debt? will i find someone to love me when i do not have a pigeonhole? YES. someone will love me for who i am and not what they want me to be. they will love me because i take time out of my day to bring them lunch at work, they will love me for not trying to be anything but myself. i am loved and i will find that kind of love again. i am not alone in this world anymore, i just have to find others like me. i need to find my people, people who love deeply and trust without question. there will be a day that i do not need you anymore, but lets hope that day never comes.