So, I had a really pleasant dream last night. I dreamt that I was in love with a girl and it really brought back a nice feeling, one that I havent had for a long time. It wasnt a sexual dream in any way; it was just amazing having some one to be intimate with, someone to hold and be excited to see. Any ways, the dream started when the girl kissed me, because she said, I looked like I could use a kiss. From there, we just fell in love. Now heres the thing, I know the girl from my dream, just not very well. In fact, weve pretty much just had the passing each other in the hall sort of thing. Shes a colorist for the comic company I write for. I dont know if this is my brain trying to tell me something or if its just some random neurons firing. The thing is Ive only been in one over relationship in my life. It lasted seven years and she promptly broke my heart. That was about nine months ago. It could be that my brain is telling me that its time to move on, that Im lonely and I need to try to find someone that I can be with. Its not like Im desperate, but I think it is something that would make my life better. Heres my problem, I dont know what to do. Ive been to cons with this girl and hopefully Ill go with her to the next con the company goes to, but thats a long ways away. The other thing is that she is usually set up on the other side of the booth from me, so Ive never really had a chance to talk to her. I know that shes creative and passionate and always seems to have a smile on her face or is laughing at something someone has said to her. I guess what Im looking for is some advice. Should I try to get to know her, maybe become friends before I make a move? Like I said, Ive only had one other relationship (kinda pathetic), but Im not very good at this stuff. Im just afraid that she wont feel the same way about me and that it will get incredibly awkward at this company. What do you think?
-elainaclarice