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ennuiwarrior

Anchorage, AK

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Saturday May 13, 2006

May 13, 2006
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I thought of a lot of titles....

The failure of the illusion of time.
Broken Pieces larger than the whole.
A brief mistake, repeated to your liking.
Blackmail is not a postage service.

yea, things like that. It seems I never know what to write, so I try and think "well ol chap,, what have you to say?" and I get all thinking hard and suddenly I don't want to say something, I want to be something. I want to explode, set your eyes on fire, rearrange your face and introduce you to your mother. I can rant, I can give a list of my day, but really this is the only place where I know no one I know in real life will ever see, so I have a sense of freedom. And those two to three people who read this may be entertained.

See, I always do this. Rather than saying something, I talk about the act of saying something. I always have nothing to say.
But lets try....

I'm erecting walls in my love life. I am seeing someone, but I am not falling in love. I refuse, sign of a wounded heart to be sure, but something else is more important. I look forward to a day when I don't think I'm a complete moron more than 5 times a day. I have like a bi-polar ego. Sometimes I think I'm the shit, the bees knees and all that crap, and just as quickly my self worth is somewhere around the gunk you scrape off a penny you find in the john. They have medication for this. But I have no business holding someones heart while I'm on this rollercoaster. puke

I wanna be a student. I'm planning on going to Portland State University for Graphic Design but I don't know how good this school is. I don't want to take any more math classes. Or english. But since its been so long since my last foray into college I can't carry any of those credits over. At least, that is the rumor.
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myomiao:
wow i actually feel the same way in just about everything you said ... well, not exactly the same cos' no two people ever do that ... but ... well, you know what i mean ...

can i steal the first and last photo for my desktop wallpaper?

miao!!

May 18, 2006
myomiao:
they're from http://www.mysmilies.com

love them!
May 24, 2006

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