ennuiwarrior

Just watch this!!!

I nearly exploded. No, really. I was going to explode and take everyone with me. But, in a good way. On New Year's Eve, I was full. I don't remember when I reached my limit, but I wasn't going to let go of any of it. Have you ever been so fit to burst you panic? Oh, right, what was I full of you may ask. Drugs and alcohol, to be sure. Shit? You know it.
There is also verve, love of life, lust for adventure, and happiness being easily traded by eyes and ears. And booty, to be sure. Kissing? You know it.
I was chock full, if you can believe it. Fit to erupt. So I pulled the cork, slowly, and deflated onto the couch. This was the next day, and I was still swimming. So I just said 'ok', and melted into the upholstry. Wished I was invisible again. I'm learning what invisible means. Its just a word, but with encouragement it can be a way of life. But, just so you know, I'm only semi-transparent. Though some beatific goddesses were able to see straight through, and I know now transparency and invisibility are polar opposites.

Gotta love a good party.