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ennuiwarrior

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Monday Dec 26, 2005

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Isolation breeds suspicion. No, Im not crazy. Im a self-deflating fearless consumable.

For today, anyway.

Its like when you stare at a wall for hours, and suddenly you see movement. Your mind stops seeing the wall and starts projecting. Lets let it talk, ok?

What do you see?

I see my eyes I see my eyes and feel the empty sockets where once they were.

I see worms. The wall is covered in them, in constant motion.

Thats the vibration of you eyes, your mind always compensates for the color you are looking at. Negative latent images. The smallest twitch of your eye and the wall will vibrate.

Oh, wait, I see words now.

Can you read them?

No, they are being written backwards.

I think Im starting to see through the wall. What is on the other side of this wall.

A brick wall.

Hmmm maybe Im seeing what used to be there. I see lots of parallel lines. Trees, maybe.

Dont be silly, you are looking inward. Your desire is clear, you want to see through things.

Yea, well, maybe.

You saw though me.

Haha, thats sweet.

Ohhh, look, look. Its a cactus.

Nope, all I see is a double door that keeps opening over and over.

Ohh, how symbolic.

I dunno, it keeps looking like the wall is splitting apart, replaced with the same wall and repeated.

Im not sure if I can do this anymore, Im getting nauseated.

I have some chocolate. Lets bliss out on chocolate and watch a movie.
fred:
Those are some good walls you're watching.
Dec 26, 2005

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