ennuiwarrior

Ahem, so, the topic of ... consciousness. I am awake late late late at night. I enjoy it, for some reason, Its unique and comfortable, most people in my city are asleep. I actually never mind being alone if it is late at night. Not that I mind much during the day, but I've felt lonely plenty of times in the day, but at night its always ok if it is just me. And even on the rare occasions I'm up early in the morning I feel something similar. But its just easier to stay up late than to wake up early.

I woke up at noon today. Just after my roommate left. There was still coffee in the pot. I tried watching daytime weekend tv, but apparently I've forgotten how wretched the programming is. The amount of commercials I'm willing to put up with just to watch something mildly entertaining is now officially NIL.

Haven't felt well today. I'm wondering what kind of sickness is settling in. Cold? MalNutrition? Infection? I'm not a hypochondriac, but its been a while since I've been sick, so I'm kinda expecting it.

Took some pictures today. I'm not photogenic. An ex-girlfriend of mine (well, more than one, really) is very good looking, but most of her photos represented her far less attractive. Something was missing. Then I realized it was animation. The way the lip twitches when she thinks of something funny. The smile in her eyes. Some faces just express so much emotion so naturally that its hard to look away. But, every now and then, you'll get them just right, and have a photo that represents them well.