enigomontoya

well, my life is officially going down the shitter...or at least it seems to be. i may now be in debt to the unemployment office around $3200. and i still need to ask my dad for $500 to get my other 2 tires replaced. FUCK! i severely hate money and all the problems i seem to come into that relate to it, or at least me having to spend it. if i do end up owing the $3200 i won't be going to bc like i had planned. and may never get EI again. all i want right now is a nice quiet place...like a padded white room and a gun. in the past 2 days i've gone from happy to severely depressed/pissed off. noticing quinne's new set (which normally would have had me literally jumping up and down with joy because she's my absolute favorite SG) hardly did anything to affect my mood. i've also gone into smoking big time. in the past 2 days i've gone through 3 packs! i've never ever ever done that before. the most i've ever smoked before was one night when i was drunk i went through just over half a pack! god damn this life. if i could catch a break for once it'd be nice. if anyone feels like saying hi...or whatever, go ahead. i'm gonna quit my incessant ranting and bitching and go sleep. let's see if i wake up. i'll try and get an update in the next day or so. later all.