enid

i was really hoping to come home today and start learning yoga but that got all screwed up because of construction which it took me an extra 30 min to get home. so by the time i got home and took the dog out i was tired and took a nap.

tomorrow my brother-in-law is coming over and putting up my new kitchen cabinets. i was supposed to go to school but now i have to bail in order to get this god damn kitchen done.

i spoke to a friend of mine the other day, he got me really upset, he was saying that i go back on my word too much because i say im going to learn about astrology, reiki, religion and i dont. im sorry but my financial situation has me such in a rut that i cant seem to relax and do something for myself. i dont like procrastinating on things but i tend to do that quite often. its a horrible way to live but i tend to wait until someone gets so mad at me that they yell at me for me to get off my ass and do that certain thing. is anyone else like that or is it just me??

lately, i havent been caring about anything but school, my dog and my brother.

i really want to do another set b/c im not too fond of my first one.....

I NEED A NEW TATTOO!!!! if only i had some extra cash