enid

its 5:10 am, getting ready for work although i dont want to go. i made a scrapbook for my coworker cause its her last day, i hope she likes it.

mark wants to move in one year (right when im done school), i told him id move but to give me 2 years...he said 2 years is too long, then i said 1 yr 6 months and he said thats too long. i dont think hes being fair, hes not compromising with me and i am. he said he doesnt want to stay here for me and resent me for it. so i dont know what going to happen with this. am i not worth waiting for???? he said that if i dont want to go hes still going. so where does that leave us? i dont want things to end by any means but i dont want to move so soon. heres my reasons. 1. im just gonna be done with school, i want to be comfortable with my career before i move far away. 2. my brother is coming back from iraq in may or so and i dont want to leave right after. 3. my sister just bought her first house and i want to be here incase she gets pregnant or what have you. i think my reasons are understandable.

k...gonna go watch some tv before getting dressed....