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last night i went to dinner with my boyfriend, brother and 21 of his friends, he is on his way to iraq. we had to drop him off at mercer airport where there were soldiers in formation with their rifles at their side. it made me realize that its real, that he is really going to war. i didnt have much time to say goodbye either, and on the way home i rode with my pops and i tried not to cry. i think its really gonna hit me in september b/c for right now hes just on his way to california for training so i guess in the back of my mind i know hes safe.

tonight im going to a party at a friends house, i hope i have fun, i really just want to get naked and hang around.

my birthday is coming up soon, august 15..yeah. ill be 24, i hope my boyfriend gets me the ring i want (no not an engagement ring), its sterling silver with our birthstones and 2 diamond accents with our names engraved. its not that much but im excited b/c ive been eyeing this ring for months.

muah