englishal

i dont know what to do
where to go and what to say
im sick, im confused, im dizzy
my head is pounding
this cant be
it just cant
it doesnt have to be like this, i wont let it be
i promised id never desert you
what a mess
i wish youd comeback
if only to shout at and insult me
im lost, im so lonely and im ...again
time and time again
always the same
it must be me as you said
shallow and awful