englishal

What the hell is wrong with me?
Everything good in my life seems to desert me sooner or later. I really, really thought this time it was different, that you were different. I still deep down think that you are.
There must be a flaw in my character, something which i cant see but everyone else can.
I must be a dispicable person, i must be evil and cold hearted.
i have so much love to give, if someone would just trust me and let me in, but alas i'm alone once more.
This time, unless you comeback, i wont look for love, it isnt a pal to me, it hurts me far too easily, i guess im destined to never be loved.
I ask myself how many blows can i take?
It isnt too late for us