why?
and yet still i cant hate you.
and yet i still love you.
and yet i refuse to believe the things you said
but i'm still hurting as i've never hurt before
without you i'm nothing
i will never know love
these days will grow long
these nights empty and dark
and yet i will wait for you
for the person you really are
to...
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and yet i still love you.
and yet i refuse to believe the things you said
but i'm still hurting as i've never hurt before
without you i'm nothing
i will never know love
these days will grow long
these nights empty and dark
and yet i will wait for you
for the person you really are
to...
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What the hell is wrong with me?
Everything good in my life seems to desert me sooner or later. I really, really thought this time it was different, that you were different. I still deep down think that you are.
There must be a flaw in my character, something which i cant see but everyone else can.
I must be a dispicable person, i must...
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Everything good in my life seems to desert me sooner or later. I really, really thought this time it was different, that you were different. I still deep down think that you are.
There must be a flaw in my character, something which i cant see but everyone else can.
I must be a dispicable person, i must...
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Everything that i've done since i meet you has been for you. Your the reason i'm here, your the one who has given me a new lease on life. You are the one that has given me belief and optimism. Without you where am i? Without you who am i?
Sick, Sick, Sick
Monday was possibly the worst day of my life, certainly the worst day in the last 5 months.
And this narcasistic website is partly to blame, or at least one of its sicko members is to blame.
It is all very mysterious, i'm not entirely sure why things have taken the path they have. I just wish it was July again and everything was cool...
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And this narcasistic website is partly to blame, or at least one of its sicko members is to blame.
It is all very mysterious, i'm not entirely sure why things have taken the path they have. I just wish it was July again and everything was cool...
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my eyes are getting heavy
waiting here for you
but i'll remain here patient
what else can i do
i wonder what your doing
who looks upon your face
hears you gently laughing
and bathes within your grace
and so i sit here waiting
the clock ticks slow, tocks slow
anticipate that magic moment
when finally you show
where for art thou....robolo, u know?
waiting here for you
but i'll remain here patient
what else can i do
i wonder what your doing
who looks upon your face
hears you gently laughing
and bathes within your grace
and so i sit here waiting
the clock ticks slow, tocks slow
anticipate that magic moment
when finally you show
where for art thou....robolo, u know?
Once again i have become the outsider.
Pushed away to the periphary, forgotten about, ignored, left to my own devices. In the past i haven't minded, indeed i have embraced the role bestowed upon me. However this occassion is very much different, just when i thought i was finally becoming accepted by someone way out of my league , gorgeous and cool, i have been...
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Pushed away to the periphary, forgotten about, ignored, left to my own devices. In the past i haven't minded, indeed i have embraced the role bestowed upon me. However this occassion is very much different, just when i thought i was finally becoming accepted by someone way out of my league , gorgeous and cool, i have been...
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Feeling so down today, took the morning off, made an excuse.