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I GOT A COMPUTERRRRRRRR

yay! it was only $350, its one of those touch screen Microsoft windows laptops that has apps and things. very fun and tiny and efficient ^_^
I've been a busy-ass bee lately, driving around all of southern cali to visit friends, dropped off my bro in vegas to go to UNLV, working less and less.
SCHOOL STARTS MONDAY. I hope im not the only one who hates the laziness of summer. seriously, I think my brain cells are so f'd from all the shit I did the past three months hahaha (<3)

SOOO on top of all of this, im trying to swear some temporary celibacy. my life has been way too cray the past 7 years (SINCE I STARTED DATING) and since I've started having sex, I've never gone without it. sooo I wanna see who I am when I don't sleep with people on the reg. wanna see who I am when im not depending on someone for loving. in fact, like I know I need it. I haven't told you guys lotsa stuff but my love life is PRETTY FUCKING CRAZY. im the worst. never date me. ugh.

WELLL wish me luck you guys. I think/hope I can do it hahaha

ps here is a super sick photo of me shooting a bb gun at a can. I totally got it my second shot.

pps LESS THAN A MONTH TIL MY SET IT UP