i have a new coat. and a new pair of black boots. and new luggage. and a sexy holiday outfit. and the entire clinique black honey limited edition make-up collection. and the Grey's Anatomy and O.C. Mix 5 soundtracks. and a beautiful "break-up" purse. (although it hasn't come in the mail yet -- damn ebay. i need instant gratification.)
and i may have a shopping problem and it doesn't matter anyway because no matter how many new things i buy, it doesn't fill up the emptiness inside. and it doesn't make me forget that i haven't been alone since high school and i'm completely unequipped to be alone now. i never thought i'd be that girl who can't be without a boyfriend, but apparently, somehow, i'm her.
but at least my bank account will be as empty as i am. and then maybe i can stop. or not.
and i may have a shopping problem and it doesn't matter anyway because no matter how many new things i buy, it doesn't fill up the emptiness inside. and it doesn't make me forget that i haven't been alone since high school and i'm completely unequipped to be alone now. i never thought i'd be that girl who can't be without a boyfriend, but apparently, somehow, i'm her.
but at least my bank account will be as empty as i am. and then maybe i can stop. or not.
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i guess thats what i get for being too picky
better to be picky than to settle, though ...