endquire

Extremely rough draft.

She was a good time in a little black dress. Her legs went from here to there, and boy did they go there. When she walked down the street, everyone knew she was walking down the street. She was a vision the resonated in the eye. The kind that haunts your mind and gives you an erection that you can hit elevator...
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william's syndrome.

There is so much that a flaw can tell you about a person and about a population. Nothing ever just is. Nothing is ever really of one layer or one dimensional. A grain of sand, a twitch of a muscle, a single word can communicated libraries of data.

I have another baby mouse. so...
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who can you trust?









tainted justice



this has a great song at the end.

all you need to know is that you are living a lie. The most basic proof of it is essentially all the lies you believe that make you feel you need to change about yourself. Everything you dislike about yourself only hurts you and works for someone else's plans. Is this the real you?

I was writing, it is all gone now. I give up. The world can go to hell and everyone can die in the rotting hell they made for themselves. I need to go tear someone into pieces.

I feel like vomiting. I am going to drink port until that goes away.


My sister is in labor. She has been since some time this morning. She is still I guess I will hear to morrow that she has a son named henry.

She has had several miscarriages so this one has been lucky. we'll see

A lap is so much better when the...
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http://wearethewave.blogspot.com/2009/12/rape-schedule.html
one of apparently countless reasons I have to remove the vast majority of men from this world.

Sometimes it is like the mask slips. I fall out of my suit. In those moments no one means anything to me. Everyone is just a thing. A meaningless thing I can't stand to be near. I look at all the things, feel their shallow existence and...
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