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I am not a fan of katy Perry but every time I hear that new song I can not avoid crying.

That's horrible

what's the song about that gets you so sad?

Dec 29, 2011

A krampus carol

Spread the magic

For some reason I found myself watching the big bang theory, which I despise. Yet, hate feeds me. Hate and polish rectified spirits. The point is I found the episodes where sara rue plays the girlfriend. When she is first introduced I reacted. I don't know how to externally describe it. I think holy crap she is hot would cover it. Which contrasts with the...
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knives_hannibal:

Wtf? What are you talking about six months.
Im glad you blogged. I had the biggest girl crush on Jennifer Connelly. She is a beautiful woman. It is razyhoe unusually skinny these women are. The fact that I could break them over my knee is scary.
I hope your Thanksgiving was good. Life isn't horrible all the time. Think of all the small beauty the world gives you.

Nov 24, 2011

robotsatemyhair:

I agree with you. It makes me so sad when Hollywood changes the pretty ones.

Nov 26, 2011

There is so much going through my head that I cannot describe it. I need to get out of this job so badly it is killing me. I need a deeper, richer life. I cannot see or hear without a flood of imagery, thought, and memory. I obsess over money because I have always been poor. I grew up in a paycheck to paycheck world....
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The catch 22 of my existence is that as many seem to agree, i have a variety of gifts and abilities with seemingly great potential. However, due to my problems, namely my long undiagnosed untreated ADD and its related complications. I have not been able to manifest my potential. I have largely spent my life with the perspective that i shouldn't need or request help...
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Is there something wrong with you?

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Every normal man must be tempted at times to spit on his hands, hoist the black flag, and begin to slit throats.
H. L. Mencken
US editor (1880 - 1956)

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I have long warned of the energy I needed....
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Life changing. My landlord has put me in an impossible situation so I am looking into purchasing a house. I am being transferred to a new office which is supposed to result in more money, but likely more extensive hours as well. I am tired of just about everyone and everything. I would rather just stop living but I have too much to do and...
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knives_hannibal:

Awe....can't think lime that. That will not do at all. I know life gives you shit and you make gold out of it and keep moving. Things have been hard for me...as you know but you can't give up. You are not allowed to lay down and stop. You move forward and you keep making the difference you make even when you think you don't make a difference. You do. Don't ever think you don't. Be kind to yourself even if nobody else is. Im sorry that life isn't giving you what you deserve but you keep moving and look at the bright side of things no matter what...even if its the last thing you wanna do...

Oct 2, 2011

lilboo:

I know exactly how you feel. The world will not stop for us and we cannot stop. The next person, the next task, the next obligation expects from us, takes from us. This is the life we live. One more day, one more expectation ... but that's what we do. We persevere. We're not allowed to give up. We just do... but you are not alone.

Oct 3, 2011