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For some reason I found myself watching the big bang theory, which I despise. Yet, hate feeds me. Hate and polish rectified spirits. The point is I found the episodes where sara rue plays the girlfriend. When she is first introduced I reacted. I don't know how to externally describe it. I think holy crap she is hot would cover it. Which contrasts with the previous episode which featured "models" that left me wholly unmoved. I didn't know her name but I recognized her from idiocracy which induced a similar reaction when I saw her in that film. I looked her up and discovered her identity. Additionally I discovered the narrative of her weight loss. Nowi no longer find her so physically intriguing. I did not see any problem with her body as it was. If she was fit,good cardiovascular health and such. Then there would not be any medical necessity for such weight loss. Now she looks mostly standard hollywood skinny and blah. I saw career opportunities with Jennifer Connelly as well. Nowadays she went hollywood skinny and its like what's the point? It seems like, at least in these situations, like they just had the life sucked out of them. It is very sad and depressing. Obesity and ill health is bad. Being too skinny is not healthy either. Be healthy,be fit, be you. Being lifeless and boring is no fun. This is an extremely unusual amount of personal information for me to express. Then again I have been crushingly ill for and I expect to be dead in six months