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I guess no one likes humor with a message about reality. I thought they were Hilarious. i love mr. show.

my favorite book. I think everyone should have a copy.
my favorite artist.




There have been horrible rumors that I am human being and to lend credence to those rumors. The other week I was doing someone else's stop and found a dead rat. I saw that rat then I ran around doing my oh my god it's icky dance for a few minutes. luckily no one was around to see it. Then i disposed of it. There have been various recent incidents where in I was watching a movie on tv that was stupid and horrible, but nothing else was on. part of why i hate these movies is that they effect me despite the idiocy of them. The make me cry, they make me yell at them, they make me run around and hide my head. I have never been embarrassed. I can't stand any one else's embarrassment. These stupid movies basically thrive on. I used to have to run out of the room when it happened. the entire plot is built on characters doing ridiculous stupid things and everything wrong to further pointless absurd misunderstandings. I can't stand people being awkward. I can't stand ridiculous misunderstandings. so I am holding my head, screaming at the tv. well it is like a horror movie. if any of them had a brain and deserved to live then they wouldn't be in that situation chased by those guys. I did watch last house on the left. I turned it on just at the rape seen. I just began to break down into tears. it didn't last for too long so i was ok. I knew that was part of the story but I can never really accept it. At least the criminals were brutally killed. I watched the twilight movie. I was throughly disgusted, insulted and enraged by it. It is so demeaning and insulting to everything I am. it made me sick. I am not keen on vampire hype anyway. I really don't like people playing games with things and in spaces that they don't understand. It is like people who think they can reach spiritual enlightenment and spaces through drugs and gimmicks. Mortals that climbed mount olympus uninvited got destroyed. just ask bellerophon.


Luci got a plastic bag she was licking loosely draped around her neck. She then ran like crazy all around the apartment. After a bit she settled under the couch. Then she woke up freaked again and ended up in the kitchen cabinet. I woke up today and found her crying in the cabinet. I snatched the bag off of her little monkey head then shook a back of treats to get her to come out. Then she ran around clawing everything. Her brain being the size of a walnut is not and excuse. My sister gave me these giant mexican pork rinds. Hitler sniffs around them and chews on the bag. She is such a fucking psychotic. I need to get her a pet bed with her name and put a copy of maus next to it.

P.S. telling people at a nursing home you are there to collect the dead doesn't make anyone smile.