The ferret medicine is still in the refrigderator. i found it when I was looking for pickle relish and I almost crumbled into tears. I've been trying not to. I've only every grieved the loss of one human life. It all seems so unreal now. Maybe it was just a dream. Then again most of what I am only exists in a space normal people can only understand as dreams.
I find most doctors and scientists insufferably tedious. To waste that much time, money, resources, the time of other people, in the case of doctors the health of others, in the case of scientists the obstruction of human enlightenment. If you can't diagnose an illness then either you are too lazy or too stupid to be a doctor. If you are going to live in a realm of narrow minded egotism then you should not be a scientist. If you are a corporate scientist then you probably are either a criminal or a victim. Either situation is not acceptable. The number of times doctors cannot diagnose an illness is ridiculous. The amount of medical treatments that are not based upon any scientific facts, research, logic is just frightening. They have the nerve to whine about malpractice when they interfere better oversight procedures, better treatment protocols, don't invest in real patient care, and spend more time worrying about getting paid. Biotech companies patent genes that they find thus limiting the potential research that could be performed blunting progress in overall human knowledge and medical developments. I can't believe how many times some new research discovers or concludes something that I thought was just common sense. I can't believe how many times research or understanding is held back because something obvious when you look at it is missed, especially when it is because of biases and closed mindedness. No one should ever think anything without having some solid basis in some clear collection of data and sober analysis of that data. If you are not genuinely open minded and you fail in proper analysis in the position of a scientist or doctor then that is an absolute betrayal of all you are apparently pretending to be. A lot more needs to be done to destroy the illusions that people have about the worlds of science and medicine. A lot of doctors and scientists need to be funneled back into fast food janitorial positions.
I have always had an attraction to women who were capable violence. I am watching deadly women and it made me think about how dangerous women draw my attention. Women of distinct intellect and women capable of certain severity are what intrigue me the most. To have some one comparable to me. to have someone who could stand as an equal. That is what I have always longed for. Certain things indicate certain other things about a person. Everyone in my life is heavily analyzed and tested. The tests never stop. Everything is a test. Everything is collecting data and analysis of that data. There is that question on myspace I believe asking who do you want to meet. The people that I want to meet I know and I don't know. To find them is like trying to find single specific atoms in the universe. You just keep yourself open and alert to all that there is so that you don't miss anything.
I find most doctors and scientists insufferably tedious. To waste that much time, money, resources, the time of other people, in the case of doctors the health of others, in the case of scientists the obstruction of human enlightenment. If you can't diagnose an illness then either you are too lazy or too stupid to be a doctor. If you are going to live in a realm of narrow minded egotism then you should not be a scientist. If you are a corporate scientist then you probably are either a criminal or a victim. Either situation is not acceptable. The number of times doctors cannot diagnose an illness is ridiculous. The amount of medical treatments that are not based upon any scientific facts, research, logic is just frightening. They have the nerve to whine about malpractice when they interfere better oversight procedures, better treatment protocols, don't invest in real patient care, and spend more time worrying about getting paid. Biotech companies patent genes that they find thus limiting the potential research that could be performed blunting progress in overall human knowledge and medical developments. I can't believe how many times some new research discovers or concludes something that I thought was just common sense. I can't believe how many times research or understanding is held back because something obvious when you look at it is missed, especially when it is because of biases and closed mindedness. No one should ever think anything without having some solid basis in some clear collection of data and sober analysis of that data. If you are not genuinely open minded and you fail in proper analysis in the position of a scientist or doctor then that is an absolute betrayal of all you are apparently pretending to be. A lot more needs to be done to destroy the illusions that people have about the worlds of science and medicine. A lot of doctors and scientists need to be funneled back into fast food janitorial positions.
I have always had an attraction to women who were capable violence. I am watching deadly women and it made me think about how dangerous women draw my attention. Women of distinct intellect and women capable of certain severity are what intrigue me the most. To have some one comparable to me. to have someone who could stand as an equal. That is what I have always longed for. Certain things indicate certain other things about a person. Everyone in my life is heavily analyzed and tested. The tests never stop. Everything is a test. Everything is collecting data and analysis of that data. There is that question on myspace I believe asking who do you want to meet. The people that I want to meet I know and I don't know. To find them is like trying to find single specific atoms in the universe. You just keep yourself open and alert to all that there is so that you don't miss anything.
As for the last part, I can identify. Though sometimes it seems like things are more limited than I want them to be, things stop because there's nowhere else to go.