I posted this in the atheist group. Something else that I expect people to ignore and possibly mock. One of the things that has disillusioned me on SG. I was hoping that there would be more maturity and intellectuality. I find that everything is just a dream of something good. Everywhere I look it is all a tragic illusion of something better. a better humanity. I wanted to work to create a safe place for those that I felt were special and beautiful. More and more I find that perhaps my initial thoughts that I should not be here at all and not interfere with the lives of others was the best plan. My empathy is a curse. My subconscious drives to interact with others, if I could be free of that it would be something. I have just remembered a lyric from a favored song. if I was crying in the van, with my friend it was for freedom from myself and from the land
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I enjoyed reading what you wrote in the atheist group, although, I have to say it always makes me sad to think how doomed it seems we've become as a species.