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I wish I lived in a forest that was black and dead. One where it was night all the time. Lingering fog every where limiting visibility to a short measure of feet. I want to sit in a deep dark cave in the center of it. watching through the entrance, feeling my forest. Waiting and watching for intruders to destroy so that I can be...
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cassy:
why so dark? you should try to cheer up darlin.
of course i don't know you well and don't claim to know what's up...but you have always been kind to me, i remember these things....
wink
erastella:
It is such a complex thing to be out of this world and encompass it at the same time. All you can do is look for those voices that hear you, all you can do is look for what it is you want out of what the world can give you. You are doing what you can.

You'll find an angel or two along the way darling, an angel to your demon, and they can save you if you let them, as much as you can save others.
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This is what made me laugh for a while on friday afternoon.
ig nobel

improbably research

the ceremony

I didn't want to celebrate thanksgiving or any holiday. I did for the sake of my family. I went to my grandmothers and played with my nephew. All of the cats in my grandmothers back yard died. My mother is very upset. She has become a crazy...
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satire_:
Just my imagination; running away with me....
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Ahuramainyu (12:59:35 AM): my friend offended one of here friends because she said that the didn't want anyone around her unless they were related to her or she wanted to fuck them

(1:00:13 AM): wow

Ahuramainyu (1:00:54 AM): I generally feel the same, although I don't really want anyone I am related to around me either

(1:02:04 AM): well in that line of thinking, she...
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elvis:
just stopping by to say hello wink
erastella:
How dangerous it is to be weak but think that you are strong. But that would be the crux of marketing.

And I noticed that though you don't want your relatives around, you're still keeping around those you want to fuck, so there's at least a little hope for you, darling.

Thank you, my dearest. Thanks for letting me be me.
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The ferret medicine is still in the refrigderator. i found it when I was looking for pickle relish and I almost crumbled into tears. I've been trying not to. I've only every grieved the loss of one human life. It all seems so unreal now. Maybe it was just a dream. Then again most of what I am only exists in a space normal people...
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erastella:
You fascinate me when you delve right into a subject like this. And you're not wrong, on any front.

As for the last part, I can identify. Though sometimes it seems like things are more limited than I want them to be, things stop because there's nowhere else to go.
elvis:
*hugs for the sadness*
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nephele:
I'd be a shaman with a good attitude torwards menstruation!
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http://site.happyproduct.com/blog/

This is something that I saw years ago in a thing about short films. it was later used as the video for the kenna song hellbent. this is the video I love the original short film and the song by kenna. I love that album. I think that everyone needs to see that short film. There are people who would find great value in...
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violetred:
thank you! smile
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My other ferret died. I generally do not like to talk about my life. I have more lately than ever before. I am considering buying a camera to make videos to post on youtube to express various points about the world. which if I do then I can leave it to others to view or not and make their choices about life and the world....
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elvis:
I would watch them

BTW so sorry to hear about your lose doll
*massive internet hugs*
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I posted this in the atheist group. Something else that I expect people to ignore and possibly mock. One of the things that has disillusioned me on SG. I was hoping that there would be more maturity and intellectuality. I find that everything is just a dream of something good. Everywhere I look it is all a tragic illusion of something better. a better humanity....
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tanzen:
I enjoyed reading what you wrote in the atheist group, although, I have to say it always makes me sad to think how doomed it seems we've become as a species.
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My best friend moved in with me the other week. This is she analies. She took care of my ferrets, especially Tank until he died. She plays with my cats, so now Luci is a spoiled brat again. She plays with my nephew and then I have to play with him as well. She was an excellent proxy when my sister invited us over...
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analies:
Atleast the bottom of a well would be more sanitary then your apartment puke
analies:
ps, why couldnt you live some where more fun and interesting with more job opportunities damnit

get your god damn website started so we can make some bank
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http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Edged+Weapons/topics/370978/

I placed this because of a proposed ruling by the customs and border patrol to make assisted opening knives illegal by altering the definition of the Switchblade Knife Act.

I ask anyone who may read this and care to take a look.

Essentially I do not agree with any sort of weapons laws whatsoever. If everyone who makes such a big deal about gun...
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tuesdae:
I have a belt buckle shaped like brass knuckles and airport security harassed me for almost a solid hour about it at O'Hare once. It was in my suitcase and attached to a belt and they still felt the need to open my suitcase and toss everything inside it around on the conveyor belt and then the head of security took my belt out of my suitcase and tried my belt buckle on his hand (keep in mind here, there's a belt attached to it so this guy looked all kinds of nuts) .. anyway, long story short, they never arrested me or confiscated it because it didn't fit the security head's hand properly for him to feel like he could use it to hurt someone.

Not that hurting someone with it was ever my intention in buying it, but it fits my hand perfectly.

Thanks for your message. Things are going to be fine smile
wenn:
Thank you very much for the comment. Im glad some of the memories are beautiful and sorry some bring pain. But I am glad I can in some way communicate without words. Glad to be your friend.smile
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Every tree and plant in the meadow seemed to be dancing, those which average eyes would see as fixed and still

I think I am finally getting close to the end of everything. The dreams that become reality happen more often every day. It is getting to the point where I have seen every moment of every day before it actually happens. The more I...
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menina:
thank u for the positive comment .
erastella:
I wish you well, best as can be as the world crumbles and rebuilds and repeats around you in this great white noise of supposed reclamation and progress.

I liked what you wrote in PSW, in the lurking thread. Just thought I'd tell you that.