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Wednesday Jan 15, 2003

Jan 15, 2003
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dance dance dance to the ray dee oh"

I'm sick... It's stupid.
Had a fun weekend. Lots of beer and "Sparks" some sort of caffinated malt beverage thing. It'sa like a tall can of mickeys and a red bull at the same time. Yikes!
So I woke up monday on our friends couch, sans clothing. The night was fun, but I ended up feeling really self concius, and wierd about how I look. I'm not so keen on my body. It's my own fault I eat too much crappy stuff, and drink to much.
Quit smoking... I'm glad I'm not spending the money on it. I hate spending money as it is, and that's a rather dumb thing to spend money on.
Not so happy so far this week. Sorta depressed. Maybe it's because I'm sick. Or self critical.

Todays listening selections:
Tom Waits's "Franks Wild Years" Good music to cheer you up when your sick and sort of in a gloomy mood. It's not "happy" so it doesn't annoy me, which often happens when I feel like this and try to listen to happy music. It's just fucked up music. Which is good for how I feel right now. I like fucked up things.
Also listening to Boards of Canada's "Music Has A Right To Children". It's relaxing.

Suggested Listening: The Flesheater's Greatest Hits album "Destroyed By Fire". Dark bluesy rockabilly punkish stuff. Has John Doe of X fame playing on many songs. I heard the song "Pony Dress" on a comp when in high school and thought it was the best thing ever.
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endfreewill:
That's great. I used to get gret joy out of making up things the letters meant to people that weren't familiar with the band. ummm dumb story because I can't remember any of the "witty retorts" I came up with. Poop. More on that later
Jan 16, 2003
mtlqueen:
Are you feeling better yet? *blows schnozz*
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Jan 18, 2003

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