Now we're rolling to excitement, the future and a new home...
So here's the deal. I woke up with a jolt at six in the morning. But I was incredibly well rested. Sharp, alert. Sharp enough to hear the TV on upstairs and the weird leak in my room drip. I was like:
"Shit. I slept all day. Sweet."
That's when I learned I seriously have anxiety about doing anything. I'm too fucking apathetic about getting anything started in my life. I just expect faiure and rejection, in all areas.
And I also learned it was actually six in the morning. So, here I am, 7 am, nothing to do for pretty much the rest of my life at this point. I guess I could see the last Star Wars movie...maybe grab a slic of pizza?
I need some people to chill with in NYC. Things to do one weekends. Drinking buddies! Hot dates!
I saw my first episode of Star Trek. Tony Montana wonders why the fuck it took me so long.
So here's the deal. I woke up with a jolt at six in the morning. But I was incredibly well rested. Sharp, alert. Sharp enough to hear the TV on upstairs and the weird leak in my room drip. I was like:
"Shit. I slept all day. Sweet."
That's when I learned I seriously have anxiety about doing anything. I'm too fucking apathetic about getting anything started in my life. I just expect faiure and rejection, in all areas.
And I also learned it was actually six in the morning. So, here I am, 7 am, nothing to do for pretty much the rest of my life at this point. I guess I could see the last Star Wars movie...maybe grab a slic of pizza?
I need some people to chill with in NYC. Things to do one weekends. Drinking buddies! Hot dates!
I saw my first episode of Star Trek. Tony Montana wonders why the fuck it took me so long.
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I don't know bennifer. vermont isn't all that far. plus this girl won't be there all year round. it's like NY is her hometown isn't it!? I mean...she will come back!!!
who knows it might be worth it to keep in touch with her and just see where/how things go.
also it makes me sad to hear you are so fucking withdrawn. I hope to see more cheerful entries in the future.