Everyday in this city, sharing it with her, is going to be a fucking chore. I have to get out of here. I was thinking of staying awhile, to enjoy New Years with friends and family.
Fuck friends and family. This is survival.
This was the first truly awful Christmas I've ever had. I'm not talking about when you're seven and you don't get that exact dumb toy you wanted. It's not about getting nothing but socks and underwear. It's about a vast fucking emptiness I've never felt before.
I just feel so completely worthless.
Fuck friends and family. This is survival.
This was the first truly awful Christmas I've ever had. I'm not talking about when you're seven and you don't get that exact dumb toy you wanted. It's not about getting nothing but socks and underwear. It's about a vast fucking emptiness I've never felt before.
I just feel so completely worthless.
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I know it's late but...
Happy SantaWorm Day!!
//ke_v
ps - your post feels all too familiar dude. it's ALL I'VE GOT to make the rounds on my friends list to post these xmas wishes... truth is, THIS year, i feel ALOT like you do. cant put my finger on it either (well maybe THAT isnt entirely true - but still not reay to discus if you know what i mean). this sux. i'm not kidding. and i usually LOVE christmas. empty indeed. hang tight bro. Lata.
:::ducks:::