endedben

"Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall,
Never should have called
But my head's to the wall and I'm lonely.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, I'd 'a jumped from my tree
And I'd a danced like the kind of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well. "

-The Shins "New Slang" from Garden State OST

Well. I bit a fucking bullet and went to this girls house. I met her today and went over today, just to drop off some food. But we hung out for like 4 and a half hours. We talked about school, and video games. She then played World of Warcraft, which was hot. Then again, she could totally hate my ass. I can't gauge girls, and I don't know if I want to. I mean, it's so soon. And when I re-read that last sentence, it sounds like my wife of 30-years is dead. I want this girl to like me, even as a friend. But I'm scared. Of what, I'm not sure, but probably the usual emo shit.

"If you come any closer I will rip you to shreds."