endedben

Stop being such a hater, fool!

eh? ignore you? how the hell might I manage that?
I could never do cartwheels either. But damn did I try...and I alwas forgot to tuck my shirt in first. Yep, I was that kid.

so SmellinOfAss was too obvious?

Wow. I could laugh at your name for ages. Laughing my ASS of.

Git git git git git off my planet

Chish and fips

Work sucks, but I'd rather have some money and some free time, rather than alot of free time and no money.

Ahhh, to sit and play strategy/rpgs and rpgs and smoke. If I was still in school, I could see myself doing that. Hell, I don't even smoke. I guess it's some sort of fucked up fantasy. Having the summer off, sleeping in, playing games all day (like Final Fantasy IX, Disgaea, Skies of Arcadia etc.) while chain smoking, then going out at night. Maybe have a part time job where I work 2 days a week. A return to slackerhood and not caring about anything except gaining levels, finding special items and getting a buzz. Maybe I can do that if I get laid off.

I don't smoke, but these are my version of cigarettes.

dear bennifer.

may I call you that by the way? I kind of like it for you. it suits you very well.

so anyway bennifer I love that picture of you. it's very brown. does that make sense?

but I've come to make amends. I was just looking through your past entries and I really have missed a lot. stop updating so much. haha. but I learned a few things...that you were really sad, then you were really happy, you had a great time at the SGNY event, you felt rejuvenated, but then you felt like shit all over again.

I think some counseling and medication is in order for you bennifer. how about it? why don't you look into it? I know a few people who suffer from depression and they swear by a lot of shit that has helped them. something...anything...might help you as well.

I just think it's a good option for you mainly because it would help you get out of this financial rut you are in as well.

but let me not harp on it. I'll tell you why I was gone this weekend. my best friend from NY was visiting me. it was great. except for saturday when we were excluded from another friend's birthday festivities. pretty much because my friend was going to be there. how fucking rude! and my friend is so awesome and social she would've blended right in. they met her later though and the confessed later that they love her and kind of regretted not having us come along...

but fuck that. it's too late. they really rubbed me the wrong way with that shit. you know? anyway, her and I had a great time. we did silly girl things like go to the mall, watch movies, eat! and cuddle every night before going to sleep. hee hee.

so overall, great weekend!

I just realized not much else has been going on. so this is a mini whopper I guess.

Oh, sorry man. I thought that was the reply to my other comment.

Don't be a playa hater now. Lets all be friends and sing songs.

Haha -- we're almost neighbors. I sold out and moved to Williamsburg a couple years back.

Not the cool part where everyone wears tight pants and has shag hair cuts. I'm keepin' it real by the Grand St. stop on the L.

werd.

I live on the border of the mafia controlled italian section and the puerto rican section.

its a 50/50 split with the language. if i go north, i can get english (most of the time) , but once you go to grand street no english at all.

Yeeeeesssssssss you should. Feel free to throw it to me. I hope you have a good arm.

Thanks for the offer, even though you backed out. I still want to know your secret!

I'm not allowed to download anything from there for 32 hours

If I give you FTP access to a server can you upload it for me? Or AIM file transfer would work or anything similar.

i want to take you out and hold you and meet you in the moonlight.

oh, wait, wrong journal.

It was until you removed your glasses.

[Edited on Jan 17, 2005 1:52AM]

Holy shit, you better have gone!

Haha. You filthy liar. I totally met you. And you're TALL!

I laughed at your name when I saw you post, then I laughed even harder when I saw your profile pic, then I laughed even HARDER when I saw your post.

What were you on at 2:30 in the morning when you posted that craziness?

That's so funny. I'm just about to write an entry about how I want a lovah who can cook! And I go to click "update", but I see that someone has commented, so I check that first..

Good timing on your part. Haha.

You like her? Nice isn't she........

I'm taking loooooads of new ones of me and her this weekend. Bet you can't wait. For the ones of me of course.....

I don't see you lying about me in that thread.

You can't have her. She is chained to my bed. Sorry.