No matter how small I make my circle of friends, there is always going to be someone who needs something that I cannot give them, and I'm always going to feel like a piece of shit because of it. No matter how small I make my circle of friends, there is always someone I'm going to overshare with until they rightfully fuck off and ignore me because shit dude, I'm tired of my bullshit too. No matter how small I make my circle of friends, there is always going to be someone who I wind up pushing away because I've convinced myself that I am a worthless asshole who hurts people just by being around them. No matter how small I make my circle of friends, I'm still going to have to pass the bathroom mirror in the morning and acknowledge the endless sea of issues, conflicts, and paranoia.
