Considering actual participation in this site again. Perhaps a bit foolish, but lately I've the time and the lack of reason. So maybe this is another kick at the cat, this time with actual effort.
It's been a terrible week here. Finishing further exams, submitting papers and proposals, Christmas pressures and all the usual economic strain. A typical December, at first. Then on Monday, Brian decides to kill himself. So now everyone and everything is fairly screwed up.
I'm doing my best to remain somewhat aloof. There is enough emotion floating around these parts currently without any of mine being needed, so I suppose I'm something of the robot, again. I imagine I'm coming across as cold and unfeeling to many people, but I honestly don't believe I'll be able to cope very well, if I abandon my science and logic just yet. It's easier, right now, to just look at things as numbers and figures, rather than try to reason out the logic in a completely unreasonable and illogical act.
Yeah, I'm a big dork, and a heartless one too, just now. But I'll save my tears for when they'll accomplish something.
It's been a terrible week here. Finishing further exams, submitting papers and proposals, Christmas pressures and all the usual economic strain. A typical December, at first. Then on Monday, Brian decides to kill himself. So now everyone and everything is fairly screwed up.
I'm doing my best to remain somewhat aloof. There is enough emotion floating around these parts currently without any of mine being needed, so I suppose I'm something of the robot, again. I imagine I'm coming across as cold and unfeeling to many people, but I honestly don't believe I'll be able to cope very well, if I abandon my science and logic just yet. It's easier, right now, to just look at things as numbers and figures, rather than try to reason out the logic in a completely unreasonable and illogical act.
Yeah, I'm a big dork, and a heartless one too, just now. But I'll save my tears for when they'll accomplish something.