So now let you all glimpse how big a a geek I can be at times. I roleplay, Yes thats right Roleplay, and not the sexual stuff. Kinda hard to do that by yourself. I mean in Irc servers, and table top, Vampire The masquarde Mostly tho my interest has waned there, I tend to play Mortals more exciting that way. But yeah, in my...
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pharmgirl:
Happy Valentines Day!
Hmm Depression, Strange how it seems so close a friend now. I tend to spend most of my time in a state of near depression, tho sometimes that nt so. Now why Am I Depressed? I think I know for the most part, I feel detached and rejected from the world, probly more then a normal feeling most people have, but since I lack friends...
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pharmgirl:
*hug*
i'm right there with you in the depression department. no fun will be had until the school year is over. at least you have the chance to go out and have fun if you can just get past the depressed feelings and get motivated. try something new. you never know if you'll like it unless you try.
i'm right there with you in the depression department. no fun will be had until the school year is over. at least you have the chance to go out and have fun if you can just get past the depressed feelings and get motivated. try something new. you never know if you'll like it unless you try.
Hmm, well the vacation is okay, I just got over a cold so that is a bonus, as for the girl, she is just a friend, cuz honestly she can't keep up with me. In several ways. she is good fun tho and she at least tries. The next week of my vacation time might be spent up in Spokanne Washington, I have some friend...
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pharmgirl:
hope you're enjoying your vacation
A new year, been drinking alot since this year I actually took a vacation, for 2 weeks, Have no Idea what to do with the second week yet. I have a guest she is sweet and fun, tho one of those things that not sure where it will go. So My new look out on thing is Enjoy it while you have it, because nothing...
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pharmgirl:
vacations are good. hope you have fun with your girl.
happy new year!
happy new year!
Welcome back,
Hmm Christmas, Most wonderful time of the year. I think not! But hey when life decided to shit on you, well you have no choice but to roll with it. No transmission in my car now, So no car have a friend coming to visit and Have to get to the airport, No way to do so, Stress getting to be to much...
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Hmm Christmas, Most wonderful time of the year. I think not! But hey when life decided to shit on you, well you have no choice but to roll with it. No transmission in my car now, So no car have a friend coming to visit and Have to get to the airport, No way to do so, Stress getting to be to much...
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Funny how life can raise you up and crush you all at the same time. Sometimes your heart leads you astray and you end up loving someone you can't have tho there is some hope that something can bring you together. I forget the world doesn't have hollywood happy endings. The girl I have spend the last few weeks, well honestly longer enthralled with, was...
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pharmgirl:
been out of town for a while
sorry things aren't working out just as you would like
hope you are having a wonderful Christmas anyway
sorry things aren't working out just as you would like
hope you are having a wonderful Christmas anyway
Hmm, Have to think some. Nothing exciting has been happening tho i can feel the stress ebbing away, like it is just oozing off me and not coming back. Which is nice, Considering everything going on and now that most of it is over I am feeling so much better. Seems I have a new friend here my first actually, Perhaps I'll get to know...
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Hmm seems people do read this at one time or another. If you do let me know and I can tell you of the chaos of my life. I wouldn't mind meeting some new peeps since my circle of friends shrinks more and more it seems. I just moved out of the apartment I spent the last 3 years living with my girlfriend in. Funny...
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pharmgirl:
sorry things are chaotic.
it will get better.
hang in there.
it will get better.
hang in there.
empty:
They Might, time can only tell. And I will find out if that is true too. I think tho My Stress lvl just dropped out, No more Apartment to worry about, Less bills and what Not I might be able to go to some college classes now.
pharmgirl:
that was the funniest thing ever
empty:
Glad you liked it, funny thing is I feel I can Identify with that rabbit. I also want him a a Shirt. with the Lyrics on the back.
Hmm Not sure what to say Now. I've been writting in Jorunals lately Basically trying to learn who I am once more. See after being Dumped from my girlfriend I have had to relearn who I am, Shamefully I have neglected my own life friends and what not so it time to reestablish those things I have lost.
akathisia:
Yuck....yeah, thats the way relationships are. Kind of scary how you can lose your individual identity somewhat, huh? I mean, you start to grow together, and then when one person just gives up like that, well it can be really harsh. If there is anything you really wanted to do while you were with that person that they didn't want you to do, or would have hurt them or annoyed them at the time, then go do it. Or just do whatever feels good for yourself.
empty:
Whoa someone Posted on here. I guess I should check more often, As of late life has changed for me alot. trying to get resettled in a life with out her,. Which is coming along nicely I guess, Have a hard time making new friends. And the few prospects of what could be deemed relationships aren't persay what I really want right now.
I should probly update all my stuff considering that it appaers I am whining in there way to much. And my very of things may still be jaded but not that badly, I also should post here more often. Been thinking of taking Photo of some of the girls and doing sketches of them pencil drawing . with added features like wings horns or what have you. Just haven't found the time to do so. Thanks for the post I'm surprised anyone noticed me in my gloomy corner of the world.
I should probly update all my stuff considering that it appaers I am whining in there way to much. And my very of things may still be jaded but not that badly, I also should post here more often. Been thinking of taking Photo of some of the girls and doing sketches of them pencil drawing . with added features like wings horns or what have you. Just haven't found the time to do so. Thanks for the post I'm surprised anyone noticed me in my gloomy corner of the world.