emperor_tane

Today was a great day. I located some old friends from High School. It has been 4 years since I have seen them. And of all things, they are both living in the same town that I am in. Plus one of them is getting ready to start college in western not long after me. He plays guitar in a jazz band in BG, so...
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Don't you hate it when unwanted and uninvited guests show up unannounced. I mean at least have the common courtesy to phone me with a warning that you are going to interupt my quiet time with your despised presence.

Now I am filled with anger. I hate my 15 year old cousin. He comes over and irritates me, tells me about all my failing in...
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Tonite, I experienced a sensation of true happyness. My hero, Scorpius, is alive!!!!!!! He was supposedly shot thru the chest and buried alive on a planet somewhere. I mean I saw his death, I truely believed he was dead. I was in dispair over his passing, but when I saw him alive in tonites episode, words could not express my delight. I emediatelly jumped up...
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I want tomorrow to get here!!! Why is the earth rotating so slowly.. I command you as the Emperor of the Universe to spin faster!!!! LETS GO!! YOU BETTER HURRY UP!!!! YOUR ON MY TIME NOW!!!!

Tane

I finally got a chance to talk to Dia lastnite. She is sooo cool. I absolutely love her personallity. Even tho for most of the chat, she was doing most of the talking, but thats just because I am a very quiet person..

Tane

Today I just saw the video demo for Kingdom Hearts. I have watched it 5 times already. I can't wait for that video game to come out.

I am obsessed with Final Fantasy. And when I was growing up I used to watch alot of Disney cartoons and then fox I think it was, used to have the Disney afternoon, which consisted of things like...
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Hello everyone that is reading my journal. Not much happened today. I am not sure if that is a good thing or a bad one. I am not too big into excitement, I perfer solitude and isolation..

Tane

I went to Bowling Green today and bought a new cd and some new clothes..

Tane

Ok, so my family, on my mothers side, are having a big festive get together at her brothers house tomorrow. My mother's three brothers have come in and one came by to see her this morning.

I answered the door and it was mom's brother and his wife. They greeted me, whatever, and came in. They didn't hug me, but when mom came out of...
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Today sucked! I do not celebrate holidays that is to include my birthday. I don't know, I just do not see a point in celebrations. It seems all too repeticious to me. I guess I am not into the togetherness thing. I have spent most of my life surrounded by people but I was alone.

I do not have the mentality to be all happy...
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Eternal Anguish

Innocence captured, the once ever present, all surrounding light now resides as a flaame atop a candle surrounded by eternal and all expanding night.

Silent tears of despair and heart wrenching misery go unseen, hiding behind curtains of black.

Eternal anguish is your prison, dying slowly, waisting away, pleading for death having not the strength or facuilties to end your tormented life.

Ever...
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After reading Claudia and Alice's journals, I can't help but to think about my own family.. I try so hard not too. I hate my family! There are only a few family members, Uncles, Aunts, Cousins, Parent. That I will talk to and look at.

Most of my family, I ignore. I do not even give them the courtesy of looking at them. It is...
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