emoly

i want new ink...like right this second i want it....i want to do something spontaneous and fun...just because I WANT TO....it would make me feel better i think...make me feel more like me...but i cant cuz i want it on my foot and i have to wear work boots tonight makes me a sad panda. another downfall is that my parents absolutely hate tattoos...which means that i until i can pay my whole mortgage on my own, its probably not a good idea to do too much to piss them off...even if one of the tattoos i want is an old black and white portrait of my grandparents....i think after i got it done my dad would see the sentiment and probably cry...but im sure my mom would still be pretty pissed..."ladies dont need to be covered in ink"....who said i was a lady anyways lol.

anyways...i was also pondering last night how lucky i am to have good friends. my friends have been amazing in being there for me and for keeping me company....like last night we were having sooo much fun just trying to get a good picture lol....